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Night Bird
03:40
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That bird outside my window has been keeping me awake
Confused by the street lights maybe - I don't know
But he's singing like the sun is already up above the rooftops
He's singing like he knows, it's a sin to be alone
He's out there sitting on a street sign
Making music for a warm night
And nothing bout my state of mind makes any sense at all
That's why I'm still awake at 2.00 am
Listening to the night bird sing
It was the kind of conversation I didn't want to have
You said something deep is happening here
I know you know it too
But you and I lead different lives, we saw things different ways
We were going different places, we had different points of view
I started looking out for red lights
Counting up the stop signs
And nothing bout the two of us made any sense at all
That's why I'm still awake at 2.00 am listening to the night bird sing
It's never all that hard to find the things you want to find
They're out there waiting for you, hiding in plain sight
It's an easy thing to put the seeds of doubt in your own mind
pull the thread and watch it all unwind
I took that job that I was offered
Bought a ticket got this room
Put some miles between us, put a line across my life
Tomorrow when the sun comes up I'll start a brand new day
But right now it's just another sleepless night
I started looking out for red lights
Counting up the stop signs
And nothing bout my state of mind makes any sense at all
That's why I'm still awake at 2.00 am listening to the night bird sing
I started looking out for red lights
Counting up the stop signs
And nothing but the two of us makes any sense at all
That's why I'm still awake at 2.00 am listening to the night bird sing
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Clear Bright Morning
04:03
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A Clear Bright Morning
I went out walking on my own
Underneath a clear bright sky
As the winter turned to spring
I was breathing in the new life
I felt the ground beneath my feet
The road stretched in front of me
I left my troubles far behind
What would you pay for days like these
I'm not afraid to say
That I lost my way
But every road I ever walked
Has brought me here today
On this bright morning
I did some talking to myself
I felt my restless spirit rise
No more sorrow and regret
Today I'm holding out for better times
And it seems to me I've spent too long living in between
The left and right the up and down and the things that might have been
Unfinished conversations missed chances and goodbyes and goodbyes
Misunderstandings and goodbyes
This clear bright morning
A morning when you seem to know
Exactly where you need to go
I'm not afraid to say
That I lost my way
But every road I chose to take
Has brought me here today
On this bright morning
I've got your picture on my phone
We were in a cafe hiding from the rain
I was lost but now I'm found
And I will never lose my way again
Brought one step closer to finding you
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Working With Your Hands
04:55
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Working With Your Hands
I was thinking of a long-lost friend
Don't know why he slipped into my mind
We spent a summer on St Michael's Road
That long-hot summer back in 85
He had this car that hardly worked at all
Took it to pieces stripped the engine down
I helped him out and when the work was through
We'd talk and drink until the sun went down
There's nothing like it when you're working with your hands
Nothing like it - fixing something because you can
There's nothing like it when you're working with your hands
Fixing something
Thinking you can fix most anything
He but a book that showed him what to do
set all the parts out neatly down on the floor
Tried to work out where the fault was lying
Tried to make it work like it did before
There's nothing like it when you're working with your hands
Nothing like it - fixing something because you can
There's nothing like it when you're working with your hands
Fixing something
Thinking you can fix most anything
There's nothing like it when you're working with your hands
Nothing like it - fixing something because you can
There's nothing like it when you're working with your hands
Fixing something
Thinking you can fix most anything
He had this family that he never saw
He showed me photographs of better days
Two kids, eating icecream, down there on the shoreline
Now he wonders how he let that good thing slip away
All those auto parts laid out on the table
Did you ever put them back to work again
Fix that car and drive yourself to somewhere
Did you find yourself a better place
There's nothing like it when you're working with your hands
Nothing like it - fixing something because you can
There's nothing like it when you're working with your hands
Fixing something
Thinking you can fix most anything
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Constancy
04:44
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Constancy
The evening star is on the rise
Distant city lights are shining
The western sky is red behind the tall trees
The working day is done
But the night's not yet begun
Daylight fades and I imagine that you're here with me
When we took our different roads
I shrugged it off then I suppose
And told myself you didn't mean that much to me
You can tell yourself these lies
They'll give you comfort for a while
But as darkness starts to fall I think my life
Is missing constancy
It's how it is, the working man
Gets by the best he can
And tries to figure out just what it means to lead a worthwhile life
Work that pays for food and rent
And leaves you something you can spend
Isn't asking for too much but it's getting hard to find
God knows I got around
I would never be tied down
Always moved from job to job no need for certainty
But these days I'm not so bold
And I'm needing something more
And as darkness starts to fall I think my life
Is missing constancy
Maybe it's the Christmas card you sent me that I kept
Maybe it's the ticking of the clock out in the hall
Maybe its this winter night
And the sense of losing something without knowing what you've lost
When you could have had it all
These days I struggle to find sleep
Or I get caught in restless dreams
And wake up feeling that I've hardly closed my eyes
There was this dream I had last night
I felt you put your hand in mine
And together we found something that felt like peace of mind.
But I know what you would say
If you were here today
I could have had that better life you always promised me
I have no argument with that
I made choices good and bad
But as darkness starts to fall I think my life
Is missing Constancy
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Deep Deep Blue
05:00
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And so I'm walking by the water on a Monday afternoon
I've got nowhere much to go and I've got nothing much to do
The season's over for another year
Seems that everything's asleep round here
And that big old sun keeps shining
And I'm looking out at deep, deep blue
The kiosks selling ice cream on the streets have nearly all shut down
John and Jane and Mario have packed their bags and gone back to their own towns
My brother's on the phone, saying something's got to change
We'll move on out to somewhere take the money that we've saved
Catch a train and take our chances
Break out from the deep, deep blue
This town might be nothing much but it's all I've known
These streets have all seen better days
But they feel like home
Playing pool in Breaker's Bar
Fixing up my Dad's old car
Right here, right now I'm thinking this is all that I need
Maria worked down on the seafront, waiting tables at the Evergreen cafe
And when our shifts were over, we'd walk the path on the bay
We'd talk long into the night
But when she left she hardly stopped to say goodbye
She had other things to do
And now it's deep, deep blue
So hey I kissed a Spanish girl and right now I can't get her off my mind
She sent a message from her phone and said
Maybe we can meet again some time
She's got a new job and a place that she can stay
So come up for the weekend, we'll see if it works out
Catch a train and take your chances
Break out from the deep, deep blue
his town might be nothing much but it's all I've known
These streets have all seen better days
But they feel like home
Maybe someday I'll fly
Maybe now is the time
Cos right here, right now I'm thinking, she's all that I need
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When all this is over
Will anything have changed?
Will we step out from our houses
And find the pieces rearranged
Will write a brand new story
Sing a brand new song
Or will we play the same old blues again
And keep on keeping on
We've been living through a real bad dream
And some say that it’s time
We listened to the wake-up call
And changed our way of life
When we seize that brave new morning
When everything’s in play
Will the world we build tomorrow
Be better than today
Will tomorrow's world be better than today
We've been living through some hard times
It's been tough some days and slow
But there are people living in your town
Hard times are all they've ever known
Working two jobs maybe three jobs
Never seem to makes end meet
And there’s always someone saying
That’s the way it has to be
We've been living through a real bad dream
All dreams come to an end
So we call our friends and talk about
The better times ahead
When we seize that brave new morning
When everything’s in play
Will the world we build tomorrow
Be better than today
Will tomorrow's world be better than today
And if there is a God up in the sky
Looking down on me and you
I think that all your God would say
Is “look after one another Your sisters and your brothers
That's all I've ever asked you folks to do
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The King of Lost Connections
The town where you were born is probably doing fine without you
The sun comes up each morning, the trains still run on time
There's kids down in the park drinking warm beer after dark
Hey there's no one left around here that you'd even recognise
The places in your past are just dust and weed
A wilderness where nothing good will grow
All the battles that you've fought, all the battles that you've lost
Only serve as a reminder, there's no point in walking down old roads
And if helps you sleep at night, my brother that's OK
So tell yourself some little lies if they get you through the day
See you're king burning bridges
I get it, that's your thing
But when we start to talking reasons, why it has to be this way
Don't believe I'm buying what you say
The one that you let down most likely never thinks about you
And nothing hurts forever - that's something we all know
You think maybe sometime you should call and talk it through
But what's the sense in stirring up old ghosts
And if helps you sleep at night, my brother that's OK
So tell yourself some little lies if they get you through the day
See you're king burning bridges
I get it, that's your thing
But when we start to talking reasons, why it has to be this way
Don't believe I'm buying what you say
Hey my friend you always talked a good and righteous fight
You'd break out of this little world, a case of do or die
But somewhere down the line you just crash-landed on the street
And too proud to ask for help, you sank deeper into trouble
Until all you had was stubbornness and pride
It's an easy thing just to walk away
It's a harder thing to face up to yourself
And the hardest part is going home with nothing left
So you're better going somewhere, where there's nothing to explain
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Split Decision
04:11
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Split Decision
The train has left the station
No one's sitting on the seat that I reserved
There's a docket with my name on
Someone my guest that seat is going spare
I know what you'll be saying, this is my worst mistake
I had a chance to build a future and I've thrown it all away
You could be right, she could be wrong
But it was always hanging on a split decision
There are choices that you make most every day
And they don't mean too much at all
You take the bus or drive, you drink coffee or you don't
An easy call
But there are choices that will turn your world around
You have no way of knowing how those choices will work out
They could be right they could be wrong
sometimes it's hanging on a split decision
The girl you didn't marry, the timing wasn't right
The job you didn't take, the fight you didn't fight
The roads you didn't walk that keep you wide awake at night
The ghosts of people that you might have been
All the places that you've never seen
Each decision that you make is something gained
But also something lost
So you weigh the ups and downs, the pros the cons
The benefits and costs
Until there's nothing else to do but make your stand
Roll the dice and wait to see just how they land
And I've made my choice, I didn't catch that train
that was going back to you
I'm so
sorry but I've made my choice, I didn't catch that train
home to you
It might be right it might be wrong but it was always hanging on a split decision
It might be right it might be wrong but it was always hanging on a split decision
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A City by the Sea
05:55
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A City by the Sea
American sailors are coming ashore
Spending their money like water
The Arkansas cowboy's been sick on his boots
And feels like a stretcher case
Got a letter in his pocket
From a girl who says the love affair is through
Funny you can love so much
And never touch first base
She was a girl from Illinois
Who said ooh Frankie, darling
You're my favourite boy
He was a man who wanted to believe
In the soft talk wine and candlelight
A girl like her would wait around
For a man like him in a city by the sea
He remembers the words of that old man Jack
Who fought in the second war
Who said keep those nylon stockings
Tight in your service kit
And you can have any woman you want in England's green and pleasant land
That was then this is now things have changed a little bit
She was a girl from Illinois
Who said ooh Frankie, darling
You're my favourite boy
He was a man who wanted to believe
In the soft talk wine and candlelight
A girl like her would wait around
For a man like him in a city by the sea
Now, Annie, she locks up her house and goes out walking
She's been lonely too long and she needs some company
Ten years of marriage that ain't too long
She's still got time to see what she can see
He was a man, who said he'd stay
The kind of man you don't meet every day
She thought that he would somehow set her free
If he had only held it down
If he had only stuck around
With a wife and job in a city by the sea
Now Annie and Frankie meet in a bar and they get on fine
She tells him her grandmother almost was a GI bride
Who made it as far as the docks and Southampton
Then she lost her nerve
You can throw away a life on a failure of nerve
Now the pubs and the clubs are throwing the last of the few out on the street
And the naval patrol is throwing the drunks in the back of the van
And Frankie is safe in Annie's arms
He's sleeping like a baby
Calling out another woman's name
She was a girl from Illinois
Who said ooh Frankie, darling
You're my favourite boy
He was a man who wanted to believe
In the soft talk wine and candlelight
A girl like her would wait around
For a man like him in a city by the sea
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No Could Ever Say (That we didn't start a fire)
The bells are ringing out from the cathedral
The sun is going down, won't be long till it gets dark
The evening starlight shines in the January sky
The water's freezing over in the fountains in the park
We've abandoned all our new year's resolutions
Same thing every year, that's the way it seems to be
The books we said we'd read lie unopened on the shelves
We eat our TV dinners dream our coach potato dreams
And I wonder when it was that we stopped trying
And settled for whatever life we had
But no one could ever say we didn't start a fire
But no one could ever say we didn't start a fire
But no one could ever say we didn't start a fire
We started up a fire and then we let it burn away
You're putting on your makeup by the mirror
And putting on that dress, you wore for new year's eve
It's a tonic for the eye but its trouble for the mind
Because I don't think that you're wearing it for me
And last night I had a dream of Amy
She was standing in the kitchen as real as you or me
She looked me in the eye and said you're letting yourself slide
You should have stuck with me and lived a life less ordinary
And she told that I could have been much braver
The story of my life I said, she didn't even smile
But no one could ever say we didn't start a fire
But no one could ever say we didn't start a fire
But no one could ever say we didn't start a fire
We started up a fire and then we let it fade away
We put our glad rags on and go out dancing
To remind ourselves of better times and what we used to be
We take a taxi home and look at out the snow
I smile as I remember the first time that we met
Another January in another lifetime
We only shared a bed, I think, to keep us from the cold
But no one could ever say we didn't start a fire
But no one could ever say we didn't start a fire
But no one could ever say we didn't start a fire
Maybe somewhere it's burning still
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Through Billy's Eyes
03:35
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Through Billy's Eyes
If you could see the world through Billy's eyes
There are no shades of grey just black and white
He doesn't go down to the pub, not anymore
He keeps the windows closed and bolts the door
Through Billy's eyes (repeat)
If you could see the truth through Billy's mind
A trace of empire feeling left behind
He watched his son grow up, become a man
And talk of things he doesn't want to understand
Through Billy's eyes (repeat)
Whatever happened to the old school tie
Whatever happened to the way it used to be
Now they're saying in the Sunday papers
It's not safe at night to walk the streets
Through Billy's eyes (repeat)
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Trevor Clawson Brighton, UK
Trevor Clawson is an Irish singer and songwriter, currently living and working in West Sussex. Described by Time Out as "One of the best songwriters around" he combines folk, blues and jazz guitar styles with narrative lyrics.
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